I still cannot comprehend the fact that Martin and I are going to banquet together. Like I did not expect that. I totally fangirl over Martin because he's so sweet and cute and just so lively, so I somewhat have a crush on him but I see him just as a friend. Today though, I asked him if he had a date to banquet and he said no, and I replied, "Oh I was just curious, I wasn't planning on asking you or anything." BUT THEN, he said we should go together! And I was like, "Okay yeah sure !" I'm not praying to the skies that he likes me or anything, I'm just kind of taken aback that he can ask any girl he wants yet he chose to ask me !? Like what's going on world? But WOW. Blessed, I am truly blessed.